I learnt a lot about myself and my personality and understood that everyone is in control of their own actions and you can't force someone to love you, be open and honest with you and be loyal and faithful to you, but as long as you don't forget yourself when you go through bad times and learn to focus on you and what makes you happy, when you realise some people aren't the ones you thought they were and not as genuine as you originally thought, as long as you've got yourself and know yourself and trust yourself, you will always have yourself to fall back on. I am not at fault for others actions. I am not to blame for their wrong doings so I should not direct their blame upon myself or punish myself. Maria has helped me feel securer in myself and I now know that I can be that stronger person. I can rely on myself and just because sometimes I may be on my own doesn't mean I am alone or I am lonely. I am me and I am happy being me and I am going to do what makes me happy.”